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I feel like I'm the only person that doesn't get the "quizzes", I just have no patience and cannot sit for the entire length of whatever quiz or survey it is that everyone else is doing without thinking "what the heck am I doing again?" Then I'm on to the next thing, wondering why I'm doing that. I have such a short attention span, it's no wonder I work with children. Take this entry for example, it'll take me far longer to complete than it should, why? I'll tell you why, because I am ridiculous. I think about stuff that doesn't matter, stuff that I shouldn't be thinking about and stuff that I should wait to think about.
Like the fact that I have a blind date tomorrow and while I feel like I know her, I am scared out of my mind. I've never been on a blind date before, let alone a blind date with someone I really, truly like. How is that possible? We met online, a match site without pictures, a true "experiement" of what a relationship needs to be based on. What if she decides that my personality isn't as important as the way I look, and the way I look isn't what she's into? What if I find out she much more engaging on the other end of a computer, and the last month of; amazing, wasn't? I hate what if's and I hate not knowing.
How about the fact that I want a job at the High school about as bad as I want to eat breakfast tomorrow morning, and yet I can't bring myself to apply for a position. What if they reject me? What about my students?
So, seeing as though I don't hate the patience to sit through an entire survey or quiz to let you know a little bit about who I am and what I'm about, here is a little sneak into the mind of me;
I am addicted to reality TV. Jersey Shore, X-Factor, Survivor, etc and I don't know what "swag" is, but I really wish I had some.
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